i was trapped within my own head;

drowning in memories, apprehension, and emotions.

i walked to resist my thoughts,

i was numbed by the coldness of the night wind and my damp hair.

i didn’t know where my feet would take me, but i didn’t care.

through the dark streets, only lit by the clouded over moon,

i found my feet taking me to you.

there i stood, in that field.

the field where i let my heart fall, and where you caught it.

as i sat down in the spot where we once were, i remembered;

i remembered the cold windy air of that night, just like tonight.

i remembered the clouded over sky and the city lights that twinkled below.

i remembered the smell of your skin as you inched closer to me.

i remembered your tight grasp around me as we intertwined our bodies as one.

i remembered the laughs we shared.

i remembered the gentle kiss you pressed upon my lips, that neither of us expected to happen.

i remembered how in that moment i felt as though the world stopped for us.

and as i traced my finger tips of where you once laid, i remembered us…